Big Fat Liar.

I'm not referring to Pinocchio or any other kids who pretending to be sick just to skip school & avoid from being bullied by the most popular girls/boys in school.

What I'm trying to announce is the biggest liar among all & it is

"makeup"

These are mine. ;)

Yes, makeup! What girls like the most. Fullstop.
Erkk for what logical reason? You may ask. 


You're gonna find the big secret lies in makeup.
I once read on the newspaper, Koreans are the master of plastic surgery & makeups. 


Here's the evidence. Tadaa...

Before and after. 

I've told you. Makeup is a total big fat liar! It works on me as well.


Hope it works on ya too. Cheers. ;)

Viva Not Forever.

Viva forever, I'll be waiting 

Everlasting, like the sun 

Live forever, 

For the moment, Ever searching for the one.

lalala.

(guess ya'll still remember this)

okayy, enough of Baby Spice, Scary Spice blabla! 

This is viva not forever cuz it is an examination conducted by spoken comm. & vividly not a song.

Well, proudly to say that I've already passed my viva for degree & have completed my thesis & my 5months of hell internship. 

Yayy! =D

(Giggling,drooling,grinning,laughing,etc etc.) Heh!

What-a-re-lieve. I mean, all this while this thesis really bothers me & yes, a damn huge burden to carry with even when in sleep. 

Owhh I hate that jerky SPSS. It never be nice to me. Even it's a computerized programme, yet you'll have to recheck & retry like over & over & over again just to get the satisfying results. Crap!

Thank GOD Syaz was there to lend a hand. Very nice of her to give me calls just to enlighten me with SPSS. Huh. May you rise & shine like you always do girlfriend. ;)

Get back to viva. On the day that I supposed to present myself at the viva room, guess what? I wasn't there!

Only after 5 hours later, I showed up. I fell asleep back home [seremban]. Yahh,shoot me! On the important day of my life, I fell asleep with UNPRINTED thesis,UNPREPARED CDs. *Double crap*

But but I feel bad for myself cuz I had to stay up all day w/out foods, drinks, sleeps. I was totally messy & weak.

HE knows how speedy & rushing I was. Hell yeah, I presented in front of the advisors for 5mins. All of the 5months hardwork & I presented it for only 5 minutes?? What a world!!

Yet, I received a good feedback or should I say, I got compliment. Anddd the best of all, I had no corrections at all. Yohoo....

Rainbows seem to show up at the very last second to brighten the long spooky darkness. Thank you Allah! :)

Incomprendido

What more can be done when much effort had been put. 

I've striven to rectify the condition. 

May Allah grants His blessings. 

Just be pleased for every circumstances.  

"Small minds can't comprehend big spirits. To be great, you have to be willing to be mocked, hated, and misunderstood . Stay strong." 

EQA & AUS Big Day!

From left : Aus, Eqa, Sara, Mira & ...

They both are sweet,

They both are married! 

CONGRATULATIONS!

Does it sound good?? Yahh I know it's bad good. Tehee. I am so happy for them. It's my first time attending a friend's wedding. So a little excited maybe. 

Wish the marriage will be forever blessed and last til jannah. Amin. Here's what we wrote to them on the Wedding Guest Book.

Eqa loves baby so much


and us! :)

.SEVERE FRUSTRATION.

Today's Monday! Some say it's Monday Blues, but not for me (just for today) cuz I'm not working. I got back pain, tight muscles, bruises you name it. 0uhh, damn! I'm walking like a 70-year old grandma.

 This was all because of futsal! Me & few other close friends during Degree in Melaka joined futsal match. It's called SAP (Sukan Antara Program), where we compete with other courses. 

Thought that the victory will be ours again but it didn't turn out that way. I was wrong, I mean we were wrong! History never repeat itself, it rhymes. 

This time, I was a defender, not anymore a second striker like I used to be back then. We started with good games til the quarter final. We lose the battle to..... to... to MEBA (Accounting Students). S!@#$%^&*! 

It was the bearish record ever for us. Yahh, cuz this will be our last game..last game! huhhh. :'(

I'm super upset for not being able to contribute anything to the team. I'm REALLY SORRY guys. I've tried my utmost best. But all in all we played well, it's just luck wasn't with us. We still have our gold medal. (soothing torn & crack heart of mine). 

Another repertoire of frustration was the hostel that we stayed in the night before the game. Quite risky I can say. And we didn't manage to hang out & have coffee talk that night. Everything wasn't according to my plan at all. :(

We can only plan, but the Almighty determines the verdict. Now, I'll swallow that words. Huhh.

TEA TIME

Somestimes you need a good treat for yourself especially when you're down. That's what I always do. :)

IT IS TOTALLY UNFAIR

WHEN YOU TRY TO PLEASE EVERYONE, THEY DON'T SEEM TO PLEASE YOU IN RETURN.

WHAT AN UNFAIR WORLD!!

THE PERFECT ALWAYS WIN!

Even you're perfect in everyone's eyes doesn't mean you can always have your voice out & act like a boss. I'm aware of my position & status that have nothing to compare with you even a little thing. but I don't simply ask people to hear my voice all the time cuz I think each & everyone of us has our own rights. It's always a 'YES' when you ask something to someone, I'm included. We obey your requests without questioning too much. YOU'RE LUCKY! Thank GOD. I'm never even close to that yet I still be thankful for what I possess. I'm gonna leave for sometimes and don't ever wish me coming back cuz I'm so so so


HURT! tq.

TICK TOCK

Kringggggggggg and sometimes kokokokkkkkkkkkkkk. Annoying! well that's

the alarm I got to get up in the morning. No matter how irritating it is,

it's vitally important.

But that's not what I'm gonna write about. Yet,still wanna talk bout TIME. Yes,TIME! How time really flies & sometimes passes by without we even realize it.

Have you ever heard of time traveler?? I wonder if this genetic disorder really exists.

Will do extensive research on it someday. As you witness up here, I watched this movie called,

The Time Traveler's Wife. I have to admit, I CRIED LIKE CRAZY!!! Ohh i lost my masculinity & virility. huhh.

I can even create a dam or river, or lake at least. I was so touched. Just imagine,how can

you marry to a guy that will always suddenly 'gone' in whatever event, at anytime, any place??

But there's one thing I don't agree. It means, a time traveler will know

everything that WILL happen in the future. Isn't that against the

code of GOD's law? I mean only GOD knows what may

happen right? Overall, I would say that movie hits me in the face,harshly.

Watch it if you dare! :p

JUST MARRIED!

HAPPY FOR THEM. MAY GOD BLESS! :D

Thursday.

It's been hard & tough these days. Stress would be the best word to describe me. Yet,I did get over it. What doesn't kill you makes you stronger. Agree??

Wait,what is the symbolic of the picture up there? Who are they,you might guess. Ta-daaa. It's Aida Aris(Malaysian artist) & her hubby. I met them at KLCC today. They were standing right next to me. It's about 5 feet inch,I can tell. Not that excited,it's just I wanna say, she looks very much like on TV

BUT

a bit older, yet still W-O-W! Hee.

0hh ya, I spent my MYR50 voucher at

I was in there for 2 hours. Almost fainted cuz of nice views of 'mat saleh'. Grrr :)

I AM

I am broken. I am torn apart. I am in sorrow.

I am depressed. I am in pain. I am what I am right now.

Wish I can cast 'em away & away. :'(

Mr.Soulmate

He rings my heart! I think I'm in love. :)

SECOND DAY

cont'd

Day 2

Everything went well & was the same as yesterday except now that I know how to use the photocopy machine. HAHA. 2nd thing I learned was to make use of the photocopy machine. Technically I did great but a lil bit slower & blur. Crap! It's no big deal, everyone learns to use the machine. Some must say that. Who cares??

I enjoyed doing photocopies cuz you dun hv to fully utilized & squeeze your brain for ideas. Easy breezy. Hahh. Today, I was interviewed by the head of Finance & Admin. He looked pugnacious to me & I think to others as well. That was the first thought I had in mind. All in all, he's a good guy.

Ohh ya,this is the part that I hate the most, there's no bachelors! Arghh. B O R I N G. :( How can you work without being surrounded by single & unmarried guys?? That's totally pathetic. pheww

At night, I went to see Rafi as he's staying in Setiawangsa which is not that far from Ampang. So we met at Jusco AU2, having dinner at Oldtown & coffee talk at the same time. We talked bout so many things, and of course never miss gossiping bout our other classmates. See,IB5C bond is still strong! :D

FIRST DAY

In conjunction with my internship, these are the stories:

Day 1

Felt nothing cuz not that excited or nervous just like few other friends. Drove to the office all by myself, ignoring the offer from Angah to hv a ride with him as it's a one way to his office. He leaves home at early 7 everyday & I hv no reason to get prepared that early to the office cuz office & home is only 10 mins & I dun want to be like a statue, waiting in front of the office.

Arrived at 8.15, just nice!

Waited at the couch while reading newspapers. Reading newspapers?? so not me. But first impression is always the first step to get noticed. Am I right? Waiting & waiting & waiting. Tadaa. There came the super duper supervisor. Before that, met bunch of staffs. Mr. J brought me for the in house tour & introduced me to all including the CEO a.k.a my dad's friend. B O R I N GGGGGG! It's not good to work under your dad's friend supervision. Annoying okay! Never do that pleasee.

Enough. Get back to the story. People say first day is always a boring day as they got nothin to do. But not for me. I had my first day with all the credit notes, debit notes. Huhh? What's that. Sounds like I did all the accounting works. You're wrong! HAHA. I only did the stapler stuffs. That's my first day job. Oh yaa, I even went for a walk & to the bank too with Kak Ina, the first lady that I befriended with. She's so nice. The first week, I was placed at the finance & admin department and there'll be deparment rotation every month. So Im gonna experience every department. Cool isn't it?? (add up to motivation level :p)

After having a long day, I punched card & walked home. But Tina,Zul, Yus & me planned to meet up and we met! At Bukit Jalil where Tina & Yus do their internship & rent house there. We had a ride on Zul's cute car & went to Plaza OUG. Goss!psS@ coffee talk are what we always do back in Melaka. So we had a little chit chat & everyone started talking bout their first day of intern. They did give me some motivation that I need most & it's fun to hang out with em especially when you're down. They never fail to put a smile on me. THANK YOU FRIENDS! :)

INTERNSHIP

Work is never an easy task to handle. And sometimes it bothers us so much til we cant stand on it. But as for me, I'll work til I drop. This internship thingy doesn't excite me much cuz, FRANKLY speaking the company I'd chosen is not the one I want. Too many calls been received, hv to say from well-established companies though but I REJECTED em due to fulfilling the needs of my parents. Too bad! Feel like killing myself instantly.

That's what we call fate & fortune. I envy my peers so much as they do intern in good or should I say big companies, and Im not. huhh! There's no turning back. Hv to continue what is left undone. Im in the phase of earning motivation & practically strategize my mental endurance to get on track. Wish I could perform beyond my abilities. Aminn.