Saturday, June 18, 2011

LEFT OUTSIDE ALONE

Well, Anastacia was right!
(How it really feels to be left outside alone...)

As time goes by, I thought I can bear it but the truth is that I cant. Living and growing with someone that is much much better than me makes me feel suck & a complete LOSER.


I ignore the feeling of jealousy in the first place but I tend to take it seriously later. You cant take it every single day. Can you?? Too many downs instead of ups. She is way better than me! No wonder people surround her really love her. She's like the spotlight.

Proofs:
-Cant play well?? There's always a person teaches her h0w to play.
-Cant find a mate?? There is always a person finds her a mate.
-Dont know with whom to dine?? There's always people ask her out.
-Confuse in studies?? There's always people to teach her.
-Alone & bored?? There's always people accompany her.
-What's more???? Too many to be listed here.

Sometimes I feel so left out & isolated. People normally say that they forget of her existence but the fact is that IM THE ONE WHO'S INVISIBLE HERE! Everyone will talk about her. I dont blame her for being PERFECT. Never. But i do regret to NOT have of what she owns. Hmmmm. She got everything,everything. Family,Friends,Beauty,Intelligent brain,Good-hearted. We are so different. Do I have to turn myself & be like her so that everybody will acknowledge my existence???

Saturday, November 27, 2010

YESSSS! IT'S OVER N0W.

Yeayyy! hip hip ho0ray. The final exams finally 0ver. Night after night we struggle(did i struggle??) & sleep f0r just few h0urs. I d0nt kn0w if I had d0ne my very best. I d0nt kn0w man. I maybe screw up 0r success with flying colors. I wish I could pass all the subjects cuz repeating is never on my list. Just leave it t0 G0d & pray. 2 tumbs up if I pass the statistics subject cuz it was damn to0 hard f0r me. 0kay lets f0rget all the exams & stuff. We had lip-smacking experience in Garden Restaurant. ooolaalaahh.......








Saturday, November 20, 2010

LONG LOST FRIEND

It's been 2 m0nths since we last met(did I say long lost friend?). haha. well,we all meet up & talk & laugh & smile & eat & make the day brighter even it's raining. :)

THEY GET OLDER BY NOW

It's actually long ag0 but eventually I decided t0 upl0ad the pics & p0st this entry. S0rry guys f0r a very dull & plain birthday celebrati0n (yeahh,ur birthdays are 0n final examinati0n week babies).

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY JASTINA
&
SITI ZULIAH

It's always Secret Recipe. shhhh!

Blowing the candles. The fastest will be the first t0 turn 21. :)

Mama. She always g0t 0ur backs.

These 2 people never missed t0 snap their pics in every p0ssible way. (syahira & kak fara) :)

my backb0nes My BB the B0T0X

That's all f0r n0w.
:)

LEAPFROG

HARI RAYA AIDIL ADHA

breakfast : Kedah
lunch : Penang
dinner : Perak
breakfast : Selang0r

isn't it adventure en0ugh?
:)

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

LIFE IS A LIKE A WHEEL

Cha, U are s0 right my friend. Life is really like a wheel. Sometimes we're up,s0metimes we're d0wn,s0metimes we're happy,s0metimes we're n0t. It's n0t always rainb0ws. But clouds teach us t0 fight against 0ur fear,teach us t0 be str0nger than we ever th0ught. That's the g00d sight 0f it. People say,what d0esnt kill U makes U str0nger. Yeahh b****. U can't kill us. There's time f0r a punishment 0r maybe PUNISHMENTS. Then u'll kn0w, u & ur entire family are being cursed. Remember,the judgment day WILL happen cuz Im extremely pissed 0ff! I repeat,IM PISSED 0FF man. U messed with me 0nce,d0nt d0 it twice cuz u'll regret. But,I wish u will change & G0D gives u time t0 change. Think bout it.

CAN'T LOOK BACK

If only I could turn back time.
:(

Friday, November 12, 2010

EL AMOR

If you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
=)

WE DIP,Y0U DRIP





They taste g00d! wohoooooo.
=)