Thursday.

It's been hard & tough these days. Stress would be the best word to describe me. Yet,I did get over it. What doesn't kill you makes you stronger. Agree??

Wait,what is the symbolic of the picture up there? Who are they,you might guess. Ta-daaa. It's Aida Aris(Malaysian artist) & her hubby. I met them at KLCC today. They were standing right next to me. It's about 5 feet inch,I can tell. Not that excited,it's just I wanna say, she looks very much like on TV

BUT

a bit older, yet still W-O-W! Hee.

0hh ya, I spent my MYR50 voucher at

I was in there for 2 hours. Almost fainted cuz of nice views of 'mat saleh'. Grrr :)

I AM

I am broken. I am torn apart. I am in sorrow.

I am depressed. I am in pain. I am what I am right now.

Wish I can cast 'em away & away. :'(

Mr.Soulmate

He rings my heart! I think I'm in love. :)

SECOND DAY

cont'd

Day 2

Everything went well & was the same as yesterday except now that I know how to use the photocopy machine. HAHA. 2nd thing I learned was to make use of the photocopy machine. Technically I did great but a lil bit slower & blur. Crap! It's no big deal, everyone learns to use the machine. Some must say that. Who cares??

I enjoyed doing photocopies cuz you dun hv to fully utilized & squeeze your brain for ideas. Easy breezy. Hahh. Today, I was interviewed by the head of Finance & Admin. He looked pugnacious to me & I think to others as well. That was the first thought I had in mind. All in all, he's a good guy.

Ohh ya,this is the part that I hate the most, there's no bachelors! Arghh. B O R I N G. :( How can you work without being surrounded by single & unmarried guys?? That's totally pathetic. pheww

At night, I went to see Rafi as he's staying in Setiawangsa which is not that far from Ampang. So we met at Jusco AU2, having dinner at Oldtown & coffee talk at the same time. We talked bout so many things, and of course never miss gossiping bout our other classmates. See,IB5C bond is still strong! :D

FIRST DAY

In conjunction with my internship, these are the stories:

Day 1

Felt nothing cuz not that excited or nervous just like few other friends. Drove to the office all by myself, ignoring the offer from Angah to hv a ride with him as it's a one way to his office. He leaves home at early 7 everyday & I hv no reason to get prepared that early to the office cuz office & home is only 10 mins & I dun want to be like a statue, waiting in front of the office.

Arrived at 8.15, just nice!

Waited at the couch while reading newspapers. Reading newspapers?? so not me. But first impression is always the first step to get noticed. Am I right? Waiting & waiting & waiting. Tadaa. There came the super duper supervisor. Before that, met bunch of staffs. Mr. J brought me for the in house tour & introduced me to all including the CEO a.k.a my dad's friend. B O R I N GGGGGG! It's not good to work under your dad's friend supervision. Annoying okay! Never do that pleasee.

Enough. Get back to the story. People say first day is always a boring day as they got nothin to do. But not for me. I had my first day with all the credit notes, debit notes. Huhh? What's that. Sounds like I did all the accounting works. You're wrong! HAHA. I only did the stapler stuffs. That's my first day job. Oh yaa, I even went for a walk & to the bank too with Kak Ina, the first lady that I befriended with. She's so nice. The first week, I was placed at the finance & admin department and there'll be deparment rotation every month. So Im gonna experience every department. Cool isn't it?? (add up to motivation level :p)

After having a long day, I punched card & walked home. But Tina,Zul, Yus & me planned to meet up and we met! At Bukit Jalil where Tina & Yus do their internship & rent house there. We had a ride on Zul's cute car & went to Plaza OUG. Goss!psS@ coffee talk are what we always do back in Melaka. So we had a little chit chat & everyone started talking bout their first day of intern. They did give me some motivation that I need most & it's fun to hang out with em especially when you're down. They never fail to put a smile on me. THANK YOU FRIENDS! :)

INTERNSHIP

Work is never an easy task to handle. And sometimes it bothers us so much til we cant stand on it. But as for me, I'll work til I drop. This internship thingy doesn't excite me much cuz, FRANKLY speaking the company I'd chosen is not the one I want. Too many calls been received, hv to say from well-established companies though but I REJECTED em due to fulfilling the needs of my parents. Too bad! Feel like killing myself instantly.

That's what we call fate & fortune. I envy my peers so much as they do intern in good or should I say big companies, and Im not. huhh! There's no turning back. Hv to continue what is left undone. Im in the phase of earning motivation & practically strategize my mental endurance to get on track. Wish I could perform beyond my abilities. Aminn.

CLOUD 9

Hahh. Now she ultimately has something to write about. It's been so longgg that I haven't posted anything. Today,I'm in a cloud 9. Hee. Why?? Why?? Why??

Because :

1) the so called *crush* finally approved me and we had a little chit chat on FB.

2) I was called in for an interview with HSBC for my internship.

3) I spent 5o buck$ for Forever 21 thingy & a pair of Vincci shoes. Myr 50! (envy me).

Well, there's a 'shoes war' in Vincci at Fahrenheit 88 today. What a world! It's year end sale peeps.

p/s : in gloomy mood too. my uni mate just passed away due to stomach system failure. she went through 5 operations & unfortunately,she cant's make it. RIP Diyana Azmina. You'll always be remembered. :'(

*The Blind Side*

It's 2 a.m. in the morning & Syaz is already on bed,covered up by blanket from head to toe (jealous much) while I'm still awake,trying hard to finish up the journal plus the bla bla bla thingy for The Blind Side movie. We were asked to do an assignment by watching The Blind Side with group mates. Isn't it fun?? Your assignment is actually to watch a movie! :)

Ohh btw, have you watched this movie?? If you don't, then it's your loss. HAHA. They have won many awards peeps!! Perhaps cuz Sandra Bullock starred in this movie. Errr. Nvm.

You can get my assurance that it's a must watch movie. *pfftt*. To be honest, I'm not so into this movie (how many times did I have mentioned "this movie"? Can you count?? ). From the beginning til the end,I'm still waiting for the climax or should I say 'the memorable part'.

Waiting and waiting and waiting. Tadaaa!! None. There's no part that give me a deep impact or at least, a welling rheum. Urghhh. Not like what we expected. However, there are loads of values and lessons that able to motivate us as the students to thrive just like Michael Oher.

Who is Michael Oher????? Download (a legal one) & watch! No regrets. :)

p/s : continuing watching The Blind Side.

TO THE MOON & BACK

Hey h0! (I guess I never say Hi whenever I start writing the entry). Okayy,Hye :)

This is not an updated blog cuz Im so nottttt notttt diligent to write. Oh fingers licking good,can you please dont stop typing?? Please!! You're gonna write a journal every week. I mean EVERY WEEK! *sigh*

Yah,I've authorized to write a journal regarding international issue. No clue what would be the issue. While wondering,I can feel myself floating to the moon & back to the earth with still a blank answer. hmmm.

It's there. It's there & suddenly..... gone! haishh. *ting* browsing through 1 of the pics of my classmate. *tskk tskk tskk*. crying over an awes0me couple. Why Im still singleeeeeeee??? 0hh,forgot. Im NOT that pretty!No rush kan Jastina *huhh* Im happy for my friends who have found their Mr.Right. Untung laa. In romance but studies still their top priority. *salute* :)

Listening to my Experia X10 mini, I FEEL GOOD. But but,arghhhhhhh! What Im gonna write huh? Im thinking 0f Journalists' Safety. U know,recently there's a Malaysian journalist died in Somalia. It's a hot issue for the past few weeks. RIP Allahyarham Noramfaizul Mohd Nor. Is this issue cool? It's a free writing,so Im gonna write & engrave what I feel like doing. FULLSTOP.

Okayy,I'll have to squeeze my brain for a fantastic yet dandy ideas. Anyone?? pfftt. :p