FORTUNATE 2013

2012 already waved its hands and here comes 2013. 0h 2013, I really welcome you with open arms. It seems like a lucky year for me and hopefully it'll last for long. 

Yes, I've been through rough times last year. I was at the bottom of the wheel. But now the wounds are starting to recover with unbelievable surprises from Him. 

God knows what's best for us. Victory will be with those who have faith in it provided with constant patience. Before we get to touch the sky, rocks appear as the barriers, slopes are ready to let us fall down. Hold on to it!!   

If your dreams are more than the total stars in the sky, don't stop pursuing'em. You may not know, 1 out of thousands of dreams you have might turn into reality even fortune teller can never tell. 

DREAM BIG!THINK BIG AND KICK A$$$$$$!

So for 2013, here are my wishes :

1)Be a better Muslim - Trying hard

2)Register for Hajj - Almost

3) Dream job -  Checked

4) Permanent job - Almost

5) Europe tour - Still working on it

6) Lose 21kgs - In progress. I've lost 3kgs =p 

7) Join more charity programs - Pending

8) Buy a house- In shaa Allah

9) Find soul mate - No idea ;)

and the list goes on..........

  

# 1 thing I hate when new year comes, new age also comes.

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Big Fat Liar.

I'm not referring to Pinocchio or any other kids who pretending to be sick just to skip school & avoid from being bullied by the most popular girls/boys in school.

What I'm trying to announce is the biggest liar among all & it is

"makeup"

These are mine. ;)

Yes, makeup! What girls like the most. Fullstop.
Erkk for what logical reason? You may ask. 


You're gonna find the big secret lies in makeup.
I once read on the newspaper, Koreans are the master of plastic surgery & makeups. 


Here's the evidence. Tadaa...

Before and after. 

I've told you. Makeup is a total big fat liar! It works on me as well.


Hope it works on ya too. Cheers. ;)

Viva Not Forever.

Viva forever, I'll be waiting 

Everlasting, like the sun 

Live forever, 

For the moment, Ever searching for the one.

lalala.

(guess ya'll still remember this)

okayy, enough of Baby Spice, Scary Spice blabla! 

This is viva not forever cuz it is an examination conducted by spoken comm. & vividly not a song.

Well, proudly to say that I've already passed my viva for degree & have completed my thesis & my 5months of hell internship. 

Yayy! =D

(Giggling,drooling,grinning,laughing,etc etc.) Heh!

What-a-re-lieve. I mean, all this while this thesis really bothers me & yes, a damn huge burden to carry with even when in sleep. 

Owhh I hate that jerky SPSS. It never be nice to me. Even it's a computerized programme, yet you'll have to recheck & retry like over & over & over again just to get the satisfying results. Crap!

Thank GOD Syaz was there to lend a hand. Very nice of her to give me calls just to enlighten me with SPSS. Huh. May you rise & shine like you always do girlfriend. ;)

Get back to viva. On the day that I supposed to present myself at the viva room, guess what? I wasn't there!

Only after 5 hours later, I showed up. I fell asleep back home [seremban]. Yahh,shoot me! On the important day of my life, I fell asleep with UNPRINTED thesis,UNPREPARED CDs. *Double crap*

But but I feel bad for myself cuz I had to stay up all day w/out foods, drinks, sleeps. I was totally messy & weak.

HE knows how speedy & rushing I was. Hell yeah, I presented in front of the advisors for 5mins. All of the 5months hardwork & I presented it for only 5 minutes?? What a world!!

Yet, I received a good feedback or should I say, I got compliment. Anddd the best of all, I had no corrections at all. Yohoo....

Rainbows seem to show up at the very last second to brighten the long spooky darkness. Thank you Allah! :)

Incomprendido

What more can be done when much effort had been put. 

I've striven to rectify the condition. 

May Allah grants His blessings. 

Just be pleased for every circumstances.  

"Small minds can't comprehend big spirits. To be great, you have to be willing to be mocked, hated, and misunderstood . Stay strong." 

EQA & AUS Big Day!

From left : Aus, Eqa, Sara, Mira & ...

They both are sweet,

They both are married! 

CONGRATULATIONS!

Does it sound good?? Yahh I know it's bad good. Tehee. I am so happy for them. It's my first time attending a friend's wedding. So a little excited maybe. 

Wish the marriage will be forever blessed and last til jannah. Amin. Here's what we wrote to them on the Wedding Guest Book.

Eqa loves baby so much


and us! :)

.SEVERE FRUSTRATION.

Today's Monday! Some say it's Monday Blues, but not for me (just for today) cuz I'm not working. I got back pain, tight muscles, bruises you name it. 0uhh, damn! I'm walking like a 70-year old grandma.

 This was all because of futsal! Me & few other close friends during Degree in Melaka joined futsal match. It's called SAP (Sukan Antara Program), where we compete with other courses. 

Thought that the victory will be ours again but it didn't turn out that way. I was wrong, I mean we were wrong! History never repeat itself, it rhymes. 

This time, I was a defender, not anymore a second striker like I used to be back then. We started with good games til the quarter final. We lose the battle to..... to... to MEBA (Accounting Students). S!@#$%^&*! 

It was the bearish record ever for us. Yahh, cuz this will be our last game..last game! huhhh. :'(

I'm super upset for not being able to contribute anything to the team. I'm REALLY SORRY guys. I've tried my utmost best. But all in all we played well, it's just luck wasn't with us. We still have our gold medal. (soothing torn & crack heart of mine). 

Another repertoire of frustration was the hostel that we stayed in the night before the game. Quite risky I can say. And we didn't manage to hang out & have coffee talk that night. Everything wasn't according to my plan at all. :(

We can only plan, but the Almighty determines the verdict. Now, I'll swallow that words. Huhh.

TEA TIME

Somestimes you need a good treat for yourself especially when you're down. That's what I always do. :)

IT IS TOTALLY UNFAIR

WHEN YOU TRY TO PLEASE EVERYONE, THEY DON'T SEEM TO PLEASE YOU IN RETURN.

WHAT AN UNFAIR WORLD!!

THE PERFECT ALWAYS WIN!

Even you're perfect in everyone's eyes doesn't mean you can always have your voice out & act like a boss. I'm aware of my position & status that have nothing to compare with you even a little thing. but I don't simply ask people to hear my voice all the time cuz I think each & everyone of us has our own rights. It's always a 'YES' when you ask something to someone, I'm included. We obey your requests without questioning too much. YOU'RE LUCKY! Thank GOD. I'm never even close to that yet I still be thankful for what I possess. I'm gonna leave for sometimes and don't ever wish me coming back cuz I'm so so so


HURT! tq.